"Here's all you need
to know to become enlightened:
Sit down,
shut up,
and ask yourself what's true until you know.
That's it. That's the whole deal - a complete teaching
of enlightenment, a complete practice. If you ever have
any questions or problems - no matter what the question
or problem is - the answer is always exactly the same:
Sit down, shut up, and ask yourself what's true until
you know."
"But . . .
a complete spiritual teaching
that fits on a matchbook cover
is not what anyone really wants.
( So . . . )
Arthur tells me he wants a technique.
Rather, he wants the technique. I really
only have one technique and everybody who comes to the
house soon learns what it is from other students, but,
oddly, nobody seems to practice it until they receive
it from me. I've laid it out many times and tried to
put it in the public domain for the use of whoever wants
it, but it has remained strangely proprietary, as if
the only way it can work is if this comes directly from
me. There's really not much to it, but I guess there's
not much to closing your eyes and repeating a mantra
or counting your breaths either.
"Okay, Arthur," I begin, "the technique
is called Spiritual Autolysis. Autolysis means self-digestion,
and spiritual means . . . hell, I don't really know.
Let's say it means that level of self which encompasses
the mental, physical and emotional aspects. Put the
two words together and you have a process through which
you feed yourself, one piece at a time, into the purifying
digestive fires."
"May I ask a question?" Arthur asks.
"Yes, Arthur."
"You make Spiritual Autolysis sound rather unpleasant."
"Yes, Arthur, it's an unpleasant process."
"Oh. I see. Thank you."
"You're welcome. The process of Spiritual Autolysis
is basically like a Zen
koan on steroids. All you really have to do is write
the truth."
"Write the truth?"
"Sounds simple, doesn't it? Yes, that's all there
is to it. Just write down what you know is true, or
what you think is true, and keep writing until you've
come up with something that is true."
"There are three hundred and sixty degrees in a circle," says Arthur.
"Sure," I agree. "Start with something
as seemingly indisputable as that, and then start examining
the foundation upon which that statement is built and
just keep following it down until you've reached bedrock,
something solid - true."
"There aren't three hundred and sixty degrees
in a circle? he asks.
"The question presupposes that there's a circle."
"There's not a circle?"
"Maybe. I don't know. Is there?"
"Well, if I draw a circle..."
"I? When did you
confirm the existence of an "I"? Draw?
Have you already raced past the part where you confirmed
that you
are a separate physical being in a physical universe
with the ability to perceive, to draw? Have you already
confirmed duality as truth?"
Arthur is thoughtful and silent for several moments.
"I guess that's what you mean by following it down.
This is very confusing. I don't even know where to start."
"It doesn't matter where you start. You could
start by using Ramana
Maharshi's query, "Who am I?" or "What
is me?", and then just work at it. Just try
to say something true and keep at it until you do. Write
and rewrite. Make it cleaner and cut out the excess
and ego
and follow it wherever it leads until you're done .
. .
"And by done, you mean . . . ?"
"Done."
"Oh. Is this like journaling? Like keeping a diary?"
"Ah, good question. No. This isn't about personal
awareness or self-exploration. It's not about feelings
or insights. It's not about personal or spiritual evolution.
This is about what you know for sure, about what you
are sure you know is true, about what you are
that is true . . ."
excerpt from
Spiritual
Enlightenment: The Damnedest Thing
by
Jed McKenna
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